You made me believe. I believed everything, believed everything was real, all the promises, love, words you said. But now, now I can’t believe anything. Everything wasn’t real, everything was nothing but lies, disloyalty and vain. Now I can’t go on believing anything. I can’t go on a day without crying. Fix me I beg of you…I don’t know if I can go on a day with this broken heart anymore.

Michael’s trip to Monterrey bay aquarium this coming weekend. I wish I could go with him. 

 Going away to davis while he’s gone. CED 11/14/12-11/18/12

Message to him/reason for going: It’s not to avoid you but to avoid worrying about you, or else I think I would go crazy. Keeping myself busy, but I know I will be thinking of you the whole time, I love you. 

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